at this night, my heart is filled with a little sorrowness.
it has been long ever since i felt this way again.
dont ask me why, but seriously deep down im troubled with sth, just couldnt explain why.
i dont know how to explain.
it’s just too much “what-if”s occupying my brain now.
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HAPPY FIRST YEAR TO MY DEAREST BOYFRIEND! ♥
DEAR BOYFRIEND 
yesss, we’ve been through thick and thin for a year now!
thanks for being a fabulous & witty boyfriend.
& haha whatever mushy things i wanna say to u, please refer to my 1st year letter! 
& yes, we will have 2nd year, 3rd year, …., unlimited years of anniversaries together!
last of all,
i love you baby! ♥
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oh my god, how long did i not post!
haha, yes im back to blog after a month of hiatus.
has been real busy due to fun & trip to hongkong!
shall blog about those in the next few posts!
today, FINALLY met my best girlfriend! ♥
watched supershow3 with her, went shopping & manipedi-cure
girlfriend, thanks for lending your listening ear to me!
after speaking up about my troubles, it’s so much better.
im lucky to have you as my girlfriend! ♥
i will see you real soon! ♥
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it’s time for a LONG LONG update!
recently, have been running around with my boyfriend for 21st birthday, gatherings & impromptu movies with friends!
you have no idea how much i love impromptus! ♥
& also, i joined odac FOC ’11 as GM!
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few days back, Amazing WALK with seniors!
finally, i got to meet up with seniors & girlfriend!
& also some freshies!
went to Sentosa to have ultimate fun!
got grouped in this group, & yes, we won!
i had much fun & catching up with them.
& trust me, they are still as crazy as ever. LOL
MEET UP SOON! ♥
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30th July 2011, Jolene’s 21st Birthday Party
theme: Camp!
some odac peeps are there too!
BABE!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
stay happy with ww & i meant what i say in the card!
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4th August 2011, ODAC OG 6 Monday Blues FABULOUS CHALET!
woke up early in the morning & start to prepare what’s required for chalet, as im one of the organizer & many working!
met my dear boyfriend & went down to eunos to meet darren!
& off we go around the east to buy the bbq food!
& once again, SPECIAL THANKS TO BOYFRIEND & DARREN!
checked in the chalet @ NSRCC!
oh god, the chalet is seriously high class.
it’s hotel standard.
prepared food & soon everyone arrived!
& the partee BEGINS!
can u feel love is flying in the air? ♥
& as usual, me & girlfriend started camwhoring like CRAZY while boyf is mj-ing. LOL
♥ og 6!
crazy grp photo!
& then when the clock struck 12am, ITS OFFICIALLY JOLENE’S BIRTHDAY!
& so we bought a cake for her!
while preparing,…
camwhore again!
& ww (her boyf) brought the cake down & AWWWW!
the right side photo looks like marriage photo, ikr?! LOL
=X
& one more group photo!
HOWEVER, we got crazy, AGAIN! 
HAHAHA! ♥
& we were back to camwhore!
but as we take more ppl come in to join the fun!
by the way, i took polaroids of all the couples in the group!
LOVE IS OFFICIALLY FLYING IN THE AIR! ♥
awww, so sweet, ikr! ♥
finally, the other polaroids!
I MISS THEM ALREADY!
let’s have one more chalet, shall we? ♥
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5th August 2011, our 11th monthsary! ♥
happy 11th month my dear!
one more month & we are offficially one year!
just wanna let u know…
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i love you! ♥
awwww!
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& im done with blogging for now!
i will not be able to blog frequently, due to my attendance to a few more parties & odac foc.
but ill try my best to!
FRESHIES, SEE YA ON THIS FRI IN OUR ODAC CAMP!
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my first loved korean band, SUPER JUNIOR released the MV for their new song, MR SIMPLE!
it’s rather catchy, & i feel that im gonna sing this with my girlfriends in kbox soon!
& YES, it’s a hit now on youtube & top on charts.
i had it in replay mode!:)
”Because you naughty, naughty
봐라 Mr. Simple, Simple”
LISTEN & ENJOY! ♥
anw, i have a lot to update & i shall post all tml!
stay tune!
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SHINee WORLD CONCERT IN SG ’11!!
i want to go so much, & many friends going!
but due to some unforeseen reasons… 
never mind, i still have one day to think about it!
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FIRST & FOREMOST,
i’ve received some enquiries on which lecturers to choose in year one for the subjects from some of my dearest friends or juniors who are coming to SIM-UOL as freshies! ♥
welcome!
so, now here are my prefered lecturers in SIM-UOL!
note, it’s just suggestions. LOL
fyi, im an Economics & Finance student, so i took …
As following,
Introduction to Economics – Lee Chin Choo / Mark Harris
personally, i took another lecturer, MT.
However i actually took Mark Harris notes from my boyfriend who is under him & mugged on his notes.
seriously speaking, i did not really rely on MT’s notes
MT’s good for fast understanding to the point,
but reason being, i prefer an in-depth studies of what im learning esp since im going to be in ECONS & finance for the next two years.
could u imagine me continuing Economics with no in-depth understanding & explanations of basic economics in my basic year?
it will just give u hell in future.
Mark Harris notes are comprehensive & explain in every aspect why the model is like that or like this,
and it’s DAEBAK! (means very good)
so, students in econs facaulty, you are going on to micro AND macro in year 2, so choose wisely
Principle of Banking & Finance (PBF) - Jonathan Peh / Ivy Cheong
well, i am under Jonathan Peh.
personally for me, pbf is a kinda boring subject.
so during lectures, it’s like the lecturer is reading a storybook to u.
but when it comes to finance it’s fun
the difference between these two lecturers are, they approached the syllabus differently.
Jonathan Peh started Finance part, followed by Banking side.
As for Ivy Cheong, vice versa.
Maths 1 / Maths 2 – MS MEENA!!
haha! im a hard core fan of her.
because she allows me to score my first A in prelims for maths 1.
although her lectures are a little boring & her accent was strong, but her teaching & approaches are GOOD!
advice: do all her tutorials, ALL!
Stats 1 / Stats 2 – NO COMMENTS!
why do i say no comments
reason being, i think stats just go VLE & listen to the lecturers in london.
VLE is UOL’s portal btw.
i actually trusted the notes given by my lecturer & studied them by hard.
but when i went into the UOL portal and look at the tutorial videos,
i was shocked that so many things were not given in the notes & guess what, IT CAME OUT FOR EXAMS!
how wonderful this is.
so advice: GO VLE!
as for POA, i did not study this subject so i cannot give any recommended lecturers!
& thats it! ♥
to my understanding, economics & finance freshies have not started ecr!
so choose properly & good luck! 
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SECONDLY!
As a member of my club & helper in the following event,
i shall publicise my club!
SIM – ODAC’s 2011 FOC!! ♥
photo by jolyn
if u love outdoor activities & love to join us in all kinds of activities & make fun friends,
JOIN US THROUGH THIS CAMP!
this is the camp where i made my first group & best everlasting group of friends in my university life last year!
this is also where i meet my bestie! ♥
& im proud to say my OG (MONDAY BLUES!) are still as close as ever!
& most imptly. join our ODAC family!
throughout the year, the ODAC family did many activities together & trust me, it’s really fun!
join if u dont believe it too. LOL
Details are on poster! remember to join!
ill see you there!
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omgosh, im so excited for what is going to happen for the next few weeks!
birthday parties, chalets, gatherings, family gathering (im actually nervous for this) & HOLIDAY TO HK! ♥
birthday parties, chalets, gatherings, family gathering (im actually nervous for this) & HOLIDAY TO HK! ♥
GOODNIGHT FOLKS!
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yeap, you are right, im going to rant & swear a little here
sorry, but im feeling the fire burning within me.
warning: if u are in a good mood today, i advise u to skip this post.
my dear little sister came to me, feeling sad & troubled.
when i questioned her why, im not surprised, but my anger has doubled.
she is my only sister & trust me, no elder sister will just sit there and freaking do nth.
seriously some guy out there is trying to act like they lost a girl & then portray to the whole world how pitiful is him, how much pain he went through, how bad the girl had treated him, how betrayed he feel, badmouthed to their own friends about her, attracted so much unwanted attention by opening a blog which names after the girl they “lost” & indirectly scold the girl in the blog.
& BEST OF ALL, they never started (wtf right seriously)
okay, i dont blame u, u are still young, i dont blame u.
but come on, grow up!
after complaining how pitiful u are in ur blog, u criticise her in every aspect on the blog & even put her name down.
including the clothings.
seriously i think her dress sense is much better than yours.
a message to you boy,
i’ve never met a guy who is so “guniang” & weak like you.
suck it.
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happy things first! ♥
18th July 2011, Monday
woke up after targetted time!
& as expected by jolyn, we met later than our original planned time haha!
finally, we are going out shopping after the unsuccessful dates we are supposed to shop!
went around town & i bought so many things!
or rather, too many things…
but i bought my red small bag, red & black hot pants, & more clothings!
i shall post my photos with the cute bag soon!
& after that met our boyfriends at astons @ cathay!
i cant resist myself but to take photos of those food, because they looked too awesome.
♥♥♥
& after that day,
caught a movie with boyfriend & his friends!
FINALLY i watched my Harry Potter!
to me, it’s awesome!
although the ending is kinda expected, but it’s thrilling!
& most imptly, i grew up with this film.
im always excited for the next series.
im kinda sad that it’s the END.
& BTW, i actually googled “Voldemort”.
& this picture popped out!
the guy on the outermost left of the picture is him!
well, i didn’t expect him to be so ahem… handsome? LOL
& tom felton (draco malfoy) is gorgeous.
now i know why emma watson has a crush on him in the past.
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okay, now, for the sad thing.
just last week, we received a bad news from a friend.
the first thing which comes into my mind, is this friend must be joking.
but after reconfirming this fact, i was out of words, completely.
in fact, i was petrified on what will happen.
he is one of my best friend in my university year.
he is actually one of those who brought me & boyf together.
he’s the one who protect me when im in trouble, esp before uni starts.
he’s like a brother to me
we all studied together at times, laughed together & hang out together frequently with the clique.
but how come god is so cruel to him.
he is so young, cheerful & bright.
is this the meaning of ‘life’, like how others describe?
im not sure.
i just hope everything will be alright for him & he must be strong.
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before i left boyfriend’s house last night, i tucked him in bed, gave him a tight hug & goodnight kiss!
his cute sleeping face is so adorable.
i love pacifying him to sleep! ♥
for a moment, he is like a baby, & im an adult, for once lol
it’s all these small little things i do that make me realise that this man is seriously precious! ♥
ps. i love the sudden backhugs you gave me! ♥
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first of all, HAPPY HAPPY 300TH DAY TO MY BOYFRIEND! ♥
was on friday actually, but we were both busy!
so dearest brought me to eat breakfast early in the next morning, as early as 8AM!
& he’s determined to make me fall in love with EGG YOLK!
went down to epicurious @ Clarke Quay!
oh man, it’s DELICIOUS!
i love it very much! ♥
it’s just YUM YUM!
i wanna go there again! *clueclue*
then after that went shopped for daddy’s present!
& went home to have a short nap (because i only slept for 1 hr & he didnt sleep) before heading for daddy’s birthday dinner!
secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY! ♥
didnt take photos cos my camera has no batt!
but im sure we had great time!
i know you dont see this, but I LOVE YOU DADDY!
thirdly, I GOT MY NEW IPAD2! ♥
had a new black ipad 2!
thanks mummy!
although she says “SHARE WITH KIWI HOR!”
& the main reason of getting black is (no offence to those who love white ipad),
the white ipad is not really classic white & i prefer classic piano white
everyone has their own preference!
so i got the black one instead!
many asked me what is the difference between the iPad & iPad 2!
& so happen my mum has a iPad!
(she is happy that i lay my hands off her ipad now. )
so i take out both and compare!
actually, the main differences are just,
1. the thickness & weight
iPad2 is slimmer & lighter than the first generation iPad.
from my research, “iPad 2 is 33% thinner and 15% lighter than iPad“.
2. the appearance
“ iPad 2 has angled edges. The edges are tapered; that has helped to reduce the weight.”
3.the processor & better graphics
apparently, the processor of iPad2 is faster than iPad.
“ More powerful 1 GHz dual core A5 processor is used in iPad 2. iPad is built with 1GHz A4 processor”
“ 9 times better on graphics (in practice we can expect 5 – 7 times better performance) while the power consumption remains same”
4. the cameras
dual cameras for iPad2 (front & back) while one back camera for iPad.
“5 MP rear camera with the capability for 720p HD video recording and a front-facing camera for video chat using FaceTime”
5. Available in White & Black
im sure u know
similarities, the display & batteries & all not-mentioned are the same! LOL
but if u love the better graphics, iPad2 is awesome
finally, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND, DADDY & NEW IPAD 2!
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who says by Selena Gomez.
knew it from the movie “Monte Carlo” ♥
“I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
Who says, who says you’re not perfect?
Who says you’re not worth it?
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurtin’?
Trust me, that’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty?
Who says you’re not beautiful?
Who says?”
it’s just so addictive & i love this song terribly much!!
enjoy!
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early in the morning, was kinda *^$@%# mood.
& then this sily girl DRAGGED me out to breathe.
it just feels like a mama dragging her daughter out, seriously LOL!
met boo & ching !
walked around, & oh dear, i bought TOO MANY things using my latest pay!
i think i’ll be killed.
bought a RED scheduler, charles&keith sunglass, mango jacket & a MAC eyeliner!
see, will u all kill me?
then after buying all my stuffs, went straight to thai express & rush down for our movie!
ching ah, u call this ugly face ah?! LOL
& off to the cinema for the movie!
hereby, i wanna thank SIEWCHING!
you know i love you, & u will always be my girlfriend! ♥
you did not change at all, knowing i need a breathe, you drag me out no matter what! LOL
randomly, found this page in my scheduler & thought it was quite cute!
& most imptly, it’s red. =X
last note,
peek-ka-boo!
happy 300th day, if u rmb.
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i have a confession to do right here, right now.
actually…
I MISS MY LONG HAIR! =X
although after taking out my extensions, i feel so much better.
but i DO miss the feeling of that wavy hair!
oh well, my wish for the next 2/3 years till i graduate, LET MY HAIR GROW TILL THAT LENGTH!
keke!
i can’t sleep!!
so i am playing with whatever i am holding right now!
& camwhoring with my fave soft toy now
although i know its smells abit now, cos i’ve been holding it for the past few days while munching on my sinful chocolates my mum bought from the States!
im growing fat.
ONE PHOTO OF IT!
PEEK-A-BOO!
& im off!
hope tml will be a better day!
& im glad i finally sort out my thoughts throughout these 2 days!
now i know exactly what i want!
just waiting for that moment of truth(i dont know wth im talking? but…)
have faith in me!
i won’t disappoint any of u, i promise!
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yesterday in twitter, popped by a friend’s tweet, speaking about the topic which is kinda sensitive to all girls.
& it was directed to a blogger’s recent post, “trust”.
i agree with her post, & i guessed many do.
& (omg) i actually thought about this topic when im waiting for skating ytd. (LOL. 
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(but of course, i am NOT talking about my boyf & me! we are still very loving tyvm lol.
it’s just a food for thought)
yes, trust is very important in any relationship.
be it couples, family or friends.
but certainly i agree, there’s no 100% complete trust between all these ties.
between these ties, there are many “what if”s.
“what if u believe the wrong guy, what if family members backstabbed you, what if friends badmouthed about you & tries many way to jeopardise you.” & so on.
those who are close to me should know that i had a awful experience of trusting someone two years ago just after my alevels,
& i was just ended up with a broken heart. (stupid enough)
so i certainly do not trust someone just 100% wholeheartedly.
but i do believe that even if there’s no 100% trust, it’s kinda safe to have an “almost full” trust on someone who deserve ur trust
without any trust, its a little pathetic right.
i DO trust my boyf, family & close friends
& i know them enough to give them my almost full faith & trust
what about u?
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30th June 2011, Thursday
finally met Beatrice for a girlfriend date! ♥
went Sarang @ OC for some korean food!
my fave place btw, introduced by my boy mr chua.
it’s just awesome.
then watched Monte Carlo!
was kinda good!
probably it’s because it is kinda girl movie!
i rate it 4 stars, although in the middle it made a little no sense (?)
& i had to say,
THE GUYS ARE GORGEOUS
thanks for the day & pressie baobei!♥
see ya on sunday for our amazing race!
im kinda looking forward to it!
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HAHA! yes, a special post to my favourite one!
on 23rd May 2011, it’s boyfriend’s birthday! ♥
it was a very successful one!
& the surprise was great, just that it’s really shocking that my boyfriend actually slept when the clock struck 12mn!
on 22nd May 2011, we actually went out with his friends to celebrate two persons’ birthday!
& i actually secretly planned a surprise for boyfriend during the outing, when my naive boyfriend is away.
& im really thankful that his friends all managed to help & surprise him!
he has awesome friends!
they actually alight at their stops and meet me only after a few hours later to surprise boyf at his house!
some even came to my hse to take the cake & present!
my darling was so touched when i told him this. LOL
KAMSAHAMIDA! (thank you!! ) ♥
i actually made him 22 cupcakes, an birthday album & bought him a watch!
although he didnt really managed to finish the cupcakes hee
brought him to Tony Romas & it’s AWESOME!
guys, if u are planning any event & want the atmosphere/worthy/delicious food/awesome-ness,
& if u can eat ribs,
I RECOMMEND TONY ROMAS @ suntec! :)
TO MY AWESOME BOYFRIEND. ♥
im glad that u are SURPRISED for the things u are supposed to be SURPRISED in! LOL
& this is the first time ur girlfriend bake cupcakes, so sorry if it tastes weird.
(but i think it’s nice, because it has my parent’s and friends’ approval before it entered ur mouth!!
just maybe it is a little too sweet )
this is the first birthday i spent with u, & there will be 100 plus MORE birthdays ill spend with u!
hope u LOVE IT! & i know u DO LOVE IT!
what i’ve to say might be a little mushy, so please refer to the album haha!
I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND! ♥ ^^
8th June 2011, Wed
went sentosa with boyfriend!
& i swear we have to go back again!
i had great fun!
oh, did i say we changed our hairstyle?
& actually i prefer myself with bangs!
& back to topic,
fave photo of the day!
I MUST GO BACK AGAIN!
:D
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7th May 2011, Sat
gathering with my SG17 kids!
It has been a year since we last met!
as some of us are busy with our freshman life, while others are busy mugging for A Levels!
after A Level results are out, i’m seriously very proud of every single one of u!
a number of you managed to get straight As!
*CLAP CLAP! *
kids, im organizing chalet soon, & i wanna see everyone of u!
13th & 14th May 2011
in preparation of our boyfriend’s presents & surprise party!
*i think can be revealed now ba…*
Jolyn & me were running around for our boyfriends!
HAHAHA!
but we love it.
& of cos, thanks to our good friends who came down and help with the surprise for Kiwi and Terence!
19th May 2011, Thurs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE GIRLFRIEND, WANXIN! ♥
actually, it’s belated cos her actual birthday is on my exam date!
but still! I HOPE SHE ENJOY & I KNOW SHE DOES!
made a BIG board for her & special thanks to my boy who came my hse to help me with it!!
went to cineleisure & followed by kbox!
& after a while after singing, we got high & a little mad?! LOL!! ♥
HAHA!
DEAR GIRLFRIEND! ♥
although this year i did not celebrate with u on ur actual day (sobb) due to exams,
i know u are happy because jiefu zai!
sorry that i can’t be there this year!
but i know u still love me right! LOL
babe, we have known for 3 years now.
& i want u to know u are the VIP in my life!
I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND….! ♥
although u are already 20 while im 19… HAHAHA
kidding!
30th May 2011, Mon
Meeting with clique!
happy birthday brothers! ♥
31th May 2011, Tues
OMG this day is just FANTASTIC!
it’s MONDAY BLUES gathering @ marina barrage!
AS USUAL, we went crazy again!!
& i mean really crazy!
but it’s crazily fun! ♥
I LOVE MONDAY BLUES! ♥
2nd June 2011, Tues
finally, we met our AH JIAO! ♥
you have no idea how much we miss this girl!
watched movie & had korean food!
WE MUST MEET SOON!
3rd June 2011, Friday
MUMMY’S BIRTHDAY!♥
my whole family actually took leave to celebrate for the best woman on earth!
& boyf, of cos he MUST come. LOL
had her favourite roti prata @ jalan kayu, as she has STRONG craving.
& then went to sit the flyer, as it’s her wish!
& steamboat buffet @ marina square!
my fave shot of the day
we love you mummy! ♥
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received my fave cartoon character as a gift from my P3 tutee today
it’s hand-drawn winnie! cute right! haha!
and to my surprise, i was actually very happy because of this gift.
(dont believe ask my boyfriend)
& what’s amazing is, she managed to surprise me!
fyi, i just started this tuition 1 week ago.
was actually quite stressed out due to tuition recently, due to some reasons
& this gift from my student actually made me more motivated
it’s all these small little things which could just lighten up your day
don’t u think so?
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Met with a part with PaperToss!
which include me, Beatrice, Elaine & SY!
& met new friends like Denise & Ophellia!
& of course my baobei’s boyfriend Jason!
Had pizzahut @ PS & chillout at TCC!
sorry for being late guys hee.
& went home together with my new friend, Denise!
although we just met today, but we seem to be talking non-stop!
journey was longer than 1 hour fyi
we both have the same surname & live so near each other!
& babe, thanks for protecting me on the bus today.
if not… LOL
& yes! i have a new supper-mate!
just for your info, paper toss is the first orientation uni camp i attended
& this camp is special
they actually combined all school/facaulty students together
& so every group has many seniors!
& YES THEY ARE THE BEST GROUP! ♥
talking about them, they actually celebrated my birthday last year, organised by shemmy!
my best same course buddy haha!
& i terribly missed beatrice
HTHT with her & i felt so much better as my whole day before gathering was kinda rubbish
thanks girlfriend!
we will meet again next week
& as for the girls’ group photo, ill give it a miss here
cos my eyes are not in a good shape in the photo!
it’s like…..
LOL ok, view fb instead.
just because of a unworthy person, worth it?
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